Write, delete, write, delete

What is wrong with me?  That is an interesting question with many answers depending who you ask.

But in this context, I mean.......what is the deal?  I write a blog, delete the blog.   Write another blog, and delete the blog.  I have done this four times in the last four weeks.

The only explanation that I have is that it doesn't 'feel right' to post what I have written so I didn't.

So here I sit trying again.  Words swirling in my brain, rolling around and tornado like to the end of my fingers to the keyboard.  I am watching for swollen and split fingernails.  And staccato, broken sentence structure and grammar, with ALL CAPS.

I think I need to make a U-turn.